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sNdp¸w apXð Hón¨phfÀó A\mY Ip«nIfmbncpóp tPmWnbpw B\nbpw. Imem´c¯nð AhÀ hnhmlnXcmbn. k´pjvSamb AhcpsS PohnX¯nte¡v a¡fmbn \mev amemJ¡p«nIfpw ISóphóp. Po¸v s{Uhdmb tPmWnbptSbpw hben³ So¨dmb B\nbptSbpw Bcpw sImXn¨pt]mIpó k´pjvSamb Zm¼Xyw. A§s\bncns¡ tPmWnbpsS A{]Xo£nX acWhpw, X\n¡pïmb ep¡oanb Fó AkpJhpw B\nsb XfÀ¯n¡fbpóp. GXv \nanjhpw Xm³ acWs¸t«¡mw Fó Nn´ a¡sf¡pdn¨pÅ BhemXnbpWÀ¯pIbmbncpóp B\nbnð.

Xsâ a¡sf A\mYmeb¯nð hnSm³ Hcp¡añmbncpó AhÄ Ahsc Z¯v sImSp¡m³ Xocpam\n¡póp. ^mZÀ h«¸mdbpsS klmbt¯msS Ahsc Hmtcm IpSpw_§fnte¡v sImïpt]mbn. Hóc hbkpImc³ tam\phns\ tUmIvSÀ tUhnUpw `mcybpw, tdmWnsb _nkn\kpImcmb Z¼XnIfpw, ao\phns\ hr² Z¼XnIfmb Aó½¨nbpw `À¯mhpw sImïpt]mIpóp. Xsâ B¬a¡Ä tdmWnbpw tSmWnbpw Ft¸mgpw Hón¨pïmIWsaóv B\n B{Klns¨¦nepw hnIemwK\mb tdmWnsb GsäSp¡m³ Bcpw X¿mdmbnñ. a¡Ä Hmtcmcp¯cpw t]mIpt¼mÄ lrZbw \pdp§pó thZ\tbmsS s\ôps]m«n hne]n¡m³ am{Xta B A½bv¡v BhpópÅq. A§s\bncns¡ {Inkvakv hsó¯pIbmWv. {Inkvakv Xteóv tbiphnsâ apónð a\apcpIn {]mÀYn¨psImïncpó B\n¡v a¡sf ñmw XsâbSp¯v F¯póXmbn tXm ón. HmSns¨óv hmXnð Xpdó B\n Xm³ IïXv kz]v\amsWóv Xncn¨dnbpóp.

acn¡póXn\v ap³]v Xsâ Ipªp§sfsbñmw Hón¨v Hcpt\m¡v ImWm³ AXnbmbn AhÄ B{Kln¡pIbpw {]mÀYn¡pIbpw sNbvXp. ]t£ ssZhw B\nbpsS {]mÀY\ tI«nñ. HSphnð X§fpsS {]nbs¸« A½bpsS acW¯nð hoïpw B Ipªp§Ä H¯pIqSn. tSmWnsb Zs¯Sp¯ _nkn\kv Z¼XnIÄ tdmWnsb IqSn IqsS Iq«póp.....

1993 ð ]pd¯nd§n t{]£IcpsS I®p\\bn¨p saKmlnämb BImiZqXv Fó kn\nabpsS IYmhkvXp C§s\ \ofpóp. sUóokv tPmk^v cNn¨v kn_naebnð kwhn[m\w sNbvX kn\na. apcfn A`n\bn¨ tPmWnbptSbpw am[hn A\izcbm¡nb B\nbptSbpw a¡Ä¡v 19 hÀj§Ä¡¸pdw F´v kw`hn¨p.... AhÀ FhnsSbmWv. F´mbn XoÀóp, ktlmZc§Ä ]ckv]cw Iïpap«ptam? Iïmepw AhcpsS {]XnIcWw F´mIpw? aptóm«v AhcpsS PohnXw F´mIpw? Fón§s\ \qdv tNmZy§Ä Aóv kn\na Iïnd§nb FñmhcptSbpw DÅnð \ndªp\nóp. hÀj§Ä¡n¸pdhpw B tNmZy§Ä Fñmhcnepw BImw£ DWÀ¯n.

BImiZqXnsâ cïmw`mKw Snhn ]c¼cbmbn hót¸mÄ Cóv ao\phns\m¸w ktlmZc§fpw t{]£IcpsS apónð F¯n¡gnªp. ao\p ktlmZc§sfsbñmw Xncn¨dnbpt¼mÄ, Xsâ s\tômSv tNÀ¯v \nÀ¯pt¼mÄ Ahsc kvt\ln¡pó Fñmhcpw kt´mjn¡pIbmWv.

BImiZqXv Fó ]c¼cbnð ao\phmbn thjanSpó Nn¸n kocnbensâ \nÀ½mXmhv IqSnbmWv. kocnbenð ZpwJ]p{Xnbmbn«mWncn¡pósX¦nepw PohnX¯nð Nn¸n Ft¸mgpw {]kó hZ\bmWv,Nn¸n. Hcp Nncn¡pSp¡.

ao\p Fó Nn¸n

""]pXnb kocnbð FSp¡pó Imcyw BtemN\bnð hót¸mÄ R§Ä NÀ¨ \S¯n. cRvPnt¯«\mWv(Nn¸nbp sS `À¯mhpw \nÀ½mXmhpw) BImiZqXnsâ Imcyw ]dªXv. At¸mtg F\n¡pw Xmð]cyambn.

t\cs¯ Xsó ao\phnsâ IYm]m{Xw F\n¡v thWsaóv ]dªpd¸n¨p. Hcp hÀjw ap³]vXsó Xnc¡Y ]qÀ¯nbmbncpóp. Ignª HmW¯n\v jq«nwKv XpS§msaóv IcpXnbncpóXmWv. At¸mgmWv Aѳ Bip]{XnbnembXv. AXnð am[hnbpsS aq¯aIfmb ao\phnsâ IYm]m{XamWv Rm³ sN¿póXv. Aós¯ ao\p ko\ BâWnbmbncpóp. B Ip«nbpsS Ombbpïv F\ns¡óv Fñmhcpw ]dbpópïv.

BImiZqXv kn\na Hcp]mSv XhW Iïn«pïv. Aóv kn\na Ignªv Fñmhcpw IcªpsImïmWv Cd§pósXóv Idnbm¨\¦nÄ (t{]w{]Imiv) ]dbpw. Xotbädnð hcpóhÀ¡v I®oscm¸m³ IÀ¨o^pw IqSn sImSp¯mWv AI¯v IbänbncpóXv. kn\na Iïv IcbmsX Cd§nhcpóhÀ¡v kvs]jð s{]s#kpw Dïmbncpót{X?.

hÀj§fmbn Idnbm¨\¦nfns\ Adnbmw. At±l¯nsâ Nn{X¯nð A`n\bn¨n«pïv. hfsc \ñ a\pjy\mWv. FñmhtcmSpw kvt\lamWv. kocnbembXpsImïv Hcp Znhkw C{X`mKw Nn{XoIcn¡Wsaóv \nÀ_ÔamWv. Csñ¦nð \jvSamWv. sshInbmtem, \S¡mXncpómtem A¦nfn\mWv sS³j\{Xbpw.

kn\nabnse {][m\ `mK§sfñmw ]c¼cbpsS XpS¡¯nð tImÀ¯nW¡nbncpóp. ]gb IYbnse hoSpIÄ, IYm]m{X§Ä Fñmw sImïphcm³ {ian¨n«pïv. Aóv Aóm½¨nbmbncpó Bd³apf s]mó½¨nsbbpw, tPmkv {]Imiv A¦nfnt\bpw BZy`mK¯v DÄs¸Sp¯n XpS§Wsaóv B{Klapïmbncpóp. Cu kwcw`¯nsâ Imcyw ]dªt¸mÄ kptcjvtKm]nbpw A½bpw Hcpt]mse ]dªncpóp. F´mbmepw A½q½bpw (Bdòpf s]mó½) CXnð A`n\bn¡psaóv ]t£ B `mKyw Dïmbnñ.

tPmkv{]Imiv A¦nÄ Ahkm\w A`n\bn¨Xv BImiZqXnemWv. At±l¯nsâ ho«nð t]mbmWv jq«v sNbvXXv. R§Ä sNñpsaóv t\cs¯ hnfn¨p]dªncpóp. Xosc h¿m¯ AhØbmWv. Fgptóð¡mt\m kwkmcn¡mt\m h¿. FdWmIpf¯v Cfb aI³ jmPnbpsS H¸amWv Xmakw. cmhnse apXð AhÀ Ft¸mÄ hcpw?, F´m sshIpóXv? Fsóms¡ tNmZn¨psImïncn¡pIbmbncpóp. ho«nð F¯nbt¸mÄ R§tfmSv tNmZn¨p:"\n§f´m sshInbsXóv#..."

]mXncnbmbn«mWtñm A¦nÄ kn\nabnð DïmbncpóXv. ssI cïpw GItZiw XfÀóXpt]mencn¡pIbmWv. F¦nepw thjsams¡ CSo¸n¨v sIm´ ssIbnð sImSp¯t¸mÄ FhnsS\ntóm At±l¯n\v iàn hóXpt]mse. UbtemKv hyàambn ]dbpóp, A`n\bn¡póp. AXnibw tXmónt¸mbn.

Cu kocnbensâ Gähpw henb {]tXyIX, Hcp kn\nabpsS cïmw `mKw kocnbemIpóXv BZyamWv. BZys¯ F¸ntkmUv Xsó \ñ tdänwKv Bbncpóp. BfpIfpsS kt¸mÀ«pw AXnibIcambncpóp. anI¨ Hcp kn\nabpsS _m¡nbmbn sN¿pt¼mÄ B Ìm³tUÀUv \ne\nÀ¯Watñm? sUóokv tPmk^mWv kocnben\v Xnc¡YsbgpXnbXv. ao\phnt\bpw ktlmZc§tfbpw BfpIÄ cïpssIbpw \o«n kzoIcn¨p. jq«nwKns\ms¡ sNñpt¼mÄ ao\q...ao\q...Fóphnfn¨v tN¨namscms¡ ASp¯phcpw. ]nsó tam\p FhnsS, tSmWn Ft¸mÄ hcpw, tdmWnsb DSs\ Isï¯ptam Fón§s\ At\zjn¡pw. Chsc aqóv t]scbpw XncsªSp¡pt¼mÄ \ñ sS³j³ Dïmbncpóp. BfpIÄ¡v CjvSs¸Sptam? kzoIcn¡ptam Fsóñmw. ]t£ Hcp Ipg¸hpw Dïmbnñ.

A`n\bw Dt]£n¡m\mhnñ

A`n\bcwKw Dt]£n¡m³ Ignbnñ. hnhmlw Ignª tijhpw sNdnb thj§fneqsS P\§fpsS CSbnð F¯m³ {ian¨ncpóp. hnhmltijw A`n\bn¡m³ t]mIpóXnt\mSv cRvPnt¯«\v FXnÀ¸nñmbncpóp. ]t£ tPmentb¡mÄ IpSpw_¯n\v {]m[m\yw sImSp¡m\mbncpóp F\n¡njvSw.

kv{XoPòw kocnbenð A`n\bn¨psImïncpót¸mÄ tamÄ¡v Aôpamkw am{Xta {]mbapÅq.skänepïmbncpóhÀ Fñmhcpw klmbn¨p. D¨bv¡v t{_¡n\nSbnð ho«nð t]mIm\pw, Ipªns\ ImWm\pw AhÀ klmbw sNbvXp Xóp. Cu kocnbenembmepw sshIptóc§fnð ho«nse¯mw. tPmenbpw sN¿mw, ho«pImcy§fpw t\m¡mw AXmWv F\n¡v CjvSw.

efnXtN¨n sImïphó `mKyw

efnXt¨¨nbmWv(sI.]n.Fkv.kn efnX) kn\nabnepw kocnbenepw Fsó sImïphóXv. Fsâ BânbpsS kplr¯mWv efnXt¨¨n. `cX³ kmdnsâ ]mtYb¯nte¡v Fsó XncsªSp¯Xpw tN¨nbmWv. Aóv F\n¡v 16 hbkmWv. Ct¸mgpw HmÀ¡pw B Znhk§Ä,

BZys¯ aqóv \mev Znhksañmw `b¦c \ni_vZbmbncpóp. C§s\sbmcp Ip«n AhnSptïm Fópt]mepw Adnbnñ. ]nsóbmWv skänseñmw HmSn \Sóv FñmhtcmSpw Ie]ne hÀ¯am\§Ä ]dbm³ XpS§nbXv. Rm\mbncpóp Iq«¯nð Gähpw sNdpXv. Ahcpw sIm¨pIp«ntbmsSót]msebmWv s]cpamdnbXv. a½q¡sb ImWpIbmWv AhnsS sNóXnsâ {][m\ Dt±iyw. Hcp sS³j\pw Dïmbncpónñ. At±ls¯ IïXpw kwkmcn¨Xpsañmw henb kw`hambn IcpXn Iq«pImtcmsSñmw ]dªp. BZy ko³ FSp¯Xpw a½q¡tbmsSm¸amWv. AXnse Fsâ IYm]m{Xamb lcnX tat\ms\ Hcn¡epw ad¡m\mhnñ.

hnhmlw Ignªv A`n\bw thïópIcpXn Ccn¡pt¼mgmWv. efnXt¨¨n hoïpw F¯póXv. \o kocnbenð A`n\bn¡Ww Fóv ]dªv. Aóv Ipªv Dïmbncn¡pó kabamWv. Rm³ ]dªp "At¿m tN¨n IpªpÅXtñ F§\m Rm³ hcnI." tN¨n ]dªp:"\n\¡pam{Xañ Ipªv. Rm\pw Ip«nIsf hfÀ¯pópïv." A§s\bmWv kv{XoPò¯nð A`n\bn¡póXv.

Ipdqc½tbmSpÅ CjvSw

kocnbð IYm]m{X§fnð a\knð X§n\nð¡póXv Kpcphmbqc¸\nse Ipdqc½bmWv. F\n¡v Gähpw CjvSapÅ IYm]m{Xhpw. AXnsâ Xnc¡YmIr¯v i{XpLv\³ kmdmWv FtómSv ]dªXv CXnð \n\¡v Ipdqc½bpsS thjamsWóv. Rm³ AÛpXs¸«p "Iqdqc½ Fsóms¡ ]dbpt¼mÄ {]mbamb thjatñ , Rm³ A`n\bn¨mð icnbmIptam?" AXp tNmZn¨t¸mÄ At±lw ]dªp: Fñmhcpw P\n¨v hogpt¼mtg A§s\bñtñm Nn¸n {ian¨pt\m¡v." A§s\ Rm³ Ipdqc½bmbn.

ASp¯dnªt¸mÄ apXð IqSpXð kvt\ln¨ IYm]m{Xw. ]pcmW§sfñmw Hcp]mSv hmbn¨ tijamWv B IYsbgpXnbXv. kocnbð XpS§n Ahkm\n¡póXphsc Fñmhcpw kkymlmcw am{Xw Ign¨p. icn¡pw Hcp {hXw t]mse. R§fpsS Fñmw hoSpIfnepw, skänepw Fñmw hr¯ntbmsSbpw, {]m ÀY\tbmsSbpambncpóp. atäXv IYm]m{X§tf¡mfpw BfpIfpsS a\kn ð X§n\nó IYm]m{Xambncpóp AXv. Ct¸mgpw {]mbamb kv{XoIÄ ImWpt¼mÄ HmSnhcpw.

IpSpw_w

`À¯mhv cP]p{X cRvPn¯v. Hcp KÄ^vtjmbnð h¨pÅ R§fpsS {]WbwhfÀóv hnhml¯nse¯n. aIÄ Ah´nI. Aômw Ivfmknð ]Tn¡pIbmWhÄ. aIfmWv R§fpsS kt´mjw. Ahfpambn Ah[n¡p ]pd¯pt]mIpI. Øe§Ä ImWm³ t]mIpI. CsXms¡bmWv {][m\ hnt\mZw. Rm³ jq«nwKn\v t]mIpt¼mÄ A½bmWv tamfpsS Imcy§Ä t\m¡póXv. sht¡j\mbXpsImïv tamfpsS GI ]cmXn A½sb ASp¯v In«pónñsóXmWv.

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